God knows the way

Sudah bulan April 2014.. Time flies, faster than i thought before. And I'm extremly grateful for what God have done so far.. Masih teringat di bulan November tahun kemarin ketika aku mendengar suatu 'berita' yang mengusik pikiranku, membuatku galau, dan takut memasuki dan menjalani tahun 2014. But now.. i can say that i become strong, stronger, day by by. Become happy, happier day by day. Dan tentu saja, tidak ada yang perlu di takutkan, disedihkan, karena Tuhan berdaulat atas segala sesuatu dan dalam segala hal. Mengetahui kedaulatan Tuhan inilah yang menjadi penghiburanku, kekuatanku, dan semangatku. Kalau mengingat semua2 yang menakutkan, mengkhawatirkan, menyedihkan, menggalaukan, *bahasa apa ini? gak sanggup dehh.. Beneran gak sanggup kalau menjalani nya dengan kekuatanku sendiri, pikiranku sendiri.

Thank you God for being soooo good to me...
Thank you for always there for me...
Thank you for loving me so deeply...
Thank you for blessing me abundantly..
Thank you for everything that you have let to be happened to me recently...
Thank you for every surprises, unknown help..
Thank you for prayer support from fellows
Thank you for a dream You gave to my friend and she realize that i need a prayer support and she prayed for me, even she didnt know what i struggle. Until she told about her dream to me, I'm totally amazed with the way You comfort me.. Thankyou so much!
Now I know, Your time to teach me is not finished yet. You still had many lessons You want me to learn. You want me to learn how to be grateful in every situations. You want me to learn how to be thankful for what I had, thankful for what You have given to me and not see others but enjoy what I had and live my life full the fullest.

Dear God..
Now i know, my life maybe not as perfect as others life in my sight. But i know, my life is a gift from You. I know You always watch over me. I know You know my ability, You know my portion. And this life, my life, that You have given to me, it is suit me. I want to live it.. I want to enjoy it.. I want to use it as a chance to glorify Your name. I want to make it a live of 'having fun' life. I want to fill it with right attitude especially when i'm not in a good situation.

Dear God..
I am satisfy..
Thank you  for bring me so far..
I want to follow You as long as i live.. please be my Guide..
Until one day, You bring me.. take me home...

You know better than I

I thought I did what's right
I thought I had the answers
I thought I chose the surest road
But that road brought me here
So I put up a fight
And told you how to help me
Now just when I have given up
The truth is coming clear


You know better than I
You know the way
I've let go the need to know why
For You know better than I

If this has been a test
I cannot see the reason
But maybe knowing
I don't know is part of getting through
I tried to do what's best
But faith has made it easy
To see the best thing i can do
Is to put my trust in You.


For, You know better than I
You know the way
I've let go the need to know why
For You know better than I


I saw one cloud and thought it was a sky
I saw a bird and thought that I could follow
But it was You who taught that bird to fly
If i let You reach me
Will You teach me.
(Repeat Chorus )

For, You know better than I
You know the way
I've let go the need to know why
I'll take what answers you supply
You know better than I